I'll be heading RP tomorrow morning at around 9 to get (more of look at) my lappy. Hmm. I'm preety worried. For some personal reasons. A laptop costs a thousand over dollars. Hmm.
K, let's put this aside. The negativity in the air is making me hard to breath. Haha. Yes, I am frigging bored right now. Boredom= doing/saying/singing crappy things. Haha.
I'm bored. I don't know what to talk about.
Lemme see... I'll prolly head JP alone tomorrow after RP. I need to get specs. It hurts cause I'm using my own money. It's my savings uh! Savings since the beginning of last year. Sakit tau hati nak pakai duit tu. I don't work part time- I'm not allowed to. Simply because my mom says if I get my hands on money, I won't think of studies anymore. SO not true right?
Financial issues. Hmm. Eh, I'm getting the negativity back in the room. K, let's talk of something else.
I'm thirsty.
K, this might sound silly but I'm going for a new approach on.. life. I don't know how to explain. But, I must handle things differently. At this end of this year, I must learn something very valuable. I must get wiser. Hahaha. This sounds so stupid.
But as stupid as it may sound, it still makes sense to me. Last year was really an emotional ride- all the shits and the good things. From last year, I've learnt to not trust everyone fully. I've learnt that promises is just...promises. They're nothing actually. I think I've stopped believing in promises especially if they're made by guys. I've learnt that I've been following my heart too much for these past years.
From whatever that has happened from last year or anything before 2010, I must put it all behind. I made a promise to myself that I will rely on myself. I promise that I'll guard my heart. Other than that, I prefer not to share.
Okay, moving on...
I miss Liy alot. It's been years gitu since I met her. I hope I'll be able to make it to her open house. I love you baby. I hope you read thissssssss. :)
K, thirty takleh angkat. I'll go get a drink. Selamat k.
K, let's put this aside. The negativity in the air is making me hard to breath. Haha. Yes, I am frigging bored right now. Boredom= doing/saying/singing crappy things. Haha.
I'm bored. I don't know what to talk about.
Lemme see... I'll prolly head JP alone tomorrow after RP. I need to get specs. It hurts cause I'm using my own money. It's my savings uh! Savings since the beginning of last year. Sakit tau hati nak pakai duit tu. I don't work part time- I'm not allowed to. Simply because my mom says if I get my hands on money, I won't think of studies anymore. SO not true right?
Financial issues. Hmm. Eh, I'm getting the negativity back in the room. K, let's talk of something else.
I'm thirsty.
K, this might sound silly but I'm going for a new approach on.. life. I don't know how to explain. But, I must handle things differently. At this end of this year, I must learn something very valuable. I must get wiser. Hahaha. This sounds so stupid.
But as stupid as it may sound, it still makes sense to me. Last year was really an emotional ride- all the shits and the good things. From last year, I've learnt to not trust everyone fully. I've learnt that promises is just...promises. They're nothing actually. I think I've stopped believing in promises especially if they're made by guys. I've learnt that I've been following my heart too much for these past years.
From whatever that has happened from last year or anything before 2010, I must put it all behind. I made a promise to myself that I will rely on myself. I promise that I'll guard my heart. Other than that, I prefer not to share.
Okay, moving on...
I miss Liy alot. It's been years gitu since I met her. I hope I'll be able to make it to her open house. I love you baby. I hope you read thissssssss. :)
K, thirty takleh angkat. I'll go get a drink. Selamat k.