I guess I'm preety much insignificant to many people. I try my hardest to be there for them or atleast be nice towards them or even just show them I'm present but to no avail. People only remember you when you're fun, loud... and preety.

It's okay if they don't remember me. I'll do anything/everything by myself. I can do it alone. I don't need to wait on someone or rely on someone to do something with me. Just like my mom, I am independent. Mom always tells me, "When you die, you'll die alone- you'll enter the grave alone."

I'll never forget that saying till the day I die. I promise, I swear.

I don't need those people.

"I will realize I'm better off when I hit the bottom"