I feel... crestfallen. I feel weak. All that guard I've been building for the past month or so just crumble in a split second when I came across that.

Why are my hands too itchy that I just had to click on that link and then look, study, decipher.

HA-HA. You're such a loser Nisa. To think that you actually thought you've gotten over all that. How silly of you!

Note to self: he was your "first" "proper" relationship; it's gonna take you much more than this long to recover.

Oh God, please give me strength.

I feel a hot flush all over my body- one in my chest in particular, a sick feeling in the tummy.

From the looks at it, must be happy huh?

It's funny how when two separates and one would be leading life so blissfully and even, finding another so easily while the other is persevering to erase everything off, trying hard not to remember that miserable phase of life.

Dude, round of applause to you. You did a great job. So flawless, it amazes me how you've planned this out so well. It worked according to plan; that must be good news to you right.

I can't do much. All I can say is, "I hope you're doing well now." But in actual fact, I wish that you're at the darkest part of your life.

It's okay. I'll be fine.

Let's just leave all these to the hands of God. Amin.

You're happy now, aren't you dude? You too, aren't you babe?