I didn't update about my CCA yeah? So, here I am.
In RP, they don't call it CCAs. Instead, they're called Interest Groups(IGs).
So I was contemplating which IG to join. Had a few in mind. Namely, tarian, Hip Hop IG, Replug IG or Guitar Ensemble. Thennnn, I decided to take up either tarian or hip hop.
So I was deciding deciding when I came to a decision to actually try out something new which is hip hop. But thennnnn, being me, I am indecisive and fickle-minded. Sooooo, I couldn't really come to a final decision. Only this week, on Tuesday, I decided that I'm going for tarian.
I actually forgot how deep my feelings were for tarian. After a long time not dancing, I forgot how great it felt to be dancing. I forgot almost everything. I forgot how nice Malay contemporary and traditional songs sounded.
I even thought that I can't dance anymore. I wrote this down in one of my posts during the long holidays.
Buttttt, I recalled everything today. I could actually still dance! Hahaahhaha.
I made the right choice to join tarian. I am happyxzxzxzxzxzxz!
When watching the seniors performed just now, I was reminded of the dancers in JVS. I miss dancing with them. I miss Cikgu Rizal. I miss him scolding me and telling me to go lower as I was the tallest amongst them. I miss bitching session with the five of them at Jurong Green CC's Macd after practise. I even miss running around the school for i-forgot-how-many rounds and climbing up and down the stairs with them. I really miss them.
Like, difficult to let go gitu. I still want Cikgu Rizal as my instructor somehow. I really miss him. He's like a great instructor. Bitching sessions with Cikgu Rizal... (Y).
Awww, I really miss them!. When watching the seniors perform just now I actually felt like crying 'cause I miss those people mentioned above. Like it came to my mind that I won't have moments with them anymore in terms of tarian and laughing, going crazy in the dance studio. Hmm.
But it's life right? What's life without change? What's life without leaving your past and taking in new experiences? So yeah, it is the way it is. I'm okay with taking in the new experiences. Just that when I love something, it's pretty difficult to let go of those things. But I will, I know.
:)
I'm still sick by the way. Feeling shitty as ever. I can't stop coughing. It's really frustrating 'cause it's dry cough. My throat hurts whenever I cough. Painful :(
I'm feeling reallll sleepy right now. Even while blogging, my eyes are like barely open. Hahaha. Seriously. Ngantok to the coreeee.
Okay then, till next time. Much loves. :)
In RP, they don't call it CCAs. Instead, they're called Interest Groups(IGs).
So I was contemplating which IG to join. Had a few in mind. Namely, tarian, Hip Hop IG, Replug IG or Guitar Ensemble. Thennnn, I decided to take up either tarian or hip hop.
So I was deciding deciding when I came to a decision to actually try out something new which is hip hop. But thennnnn, being me, I am indecisive and fickle-minded. Sooooo, I couldn't really come to a final decision. Only this week, on Tuesday, I decided that I'm going for tarian.
I actually forgot how deep my feelings were for tarian. After a long time not dancing, I forgot how great it felt to be dancing. I forgot almost everything. I forgot how nice Malay contemporary and traditional songs sounded.
I even thought that I can't dance anymore. I wrote this down in one of my posts during the long holidays.
Buttttt, I recalled everything today. I could actually still dance! Hahaahhaha.
I made the right choice to join tarian. I am happyxzxzxzxzxzxz!
When watching the seniors performed just now, I was reminded of the dancers in JVS. I miss dancing with them. I miss Cikgu Rizal. I miss him scolding me and telling me to go lower as I was the tallest amongst them. I miss bitching session with the five of them at Jurong Green CC's Macd after practise. I even miss running around the school for i-forgot-how-many rounds and climbing up and down the stairs with them. I really miss them.
Like, difficult to let go gitu. I still want Cikgu Rizal as my instructor somehow. I really miss him. He's like a great instructor. Bitching sessions with Cikgu Rizal... (Y).
Awww, I really miss them!. When watching the seniors perform just now I actually felt like crying 'cause I miss those people mentioned above. Like it came to my mind that I won't have moments with them anymore in terms of tarian and laughing, going crazy in the dance studio. Hmm.
But it's life right? What's life without change? What's life without leaving your past and taking in new experiences? So yeah, it is the way it is. I'm okay with taking in the new experiences. Just that when I love something, it's pretty difficult to let go of those things. But I will, I know.
:)
I'm still sick by the way. Feeling shitty as ever. I can't stop coughing. It's really frustrating 'cause it's dry cough. My throat hurts whenever I cough. Painful :(
I'm feeling reallll sleepy right now. Even while blogging, my eyes are like barely open. Hahaha. Seriously. Ngantok to the coreeee.
Okay then, till next time. Much loves. :)