I miss my "free and easy" life. Those where I didn't really use much of my brain. Hahaha. I'm referring to the 5 months of holidays, duh.
It's amazing. Just as O Levels end, I chose not to remember all those things that I've been studying. I really forgot them totally, till this day. And in class now especially during Maths and Science, I'm like a lost sheep lah. I seriously forgot everything, e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g.
Amazing right? But it left me pondering.
How could I forgot all the things that I've studied for the past few months just like that simply because I chose to not remember them. And not have flashbacks. But when it comes to relationship(s), I choose not to remember them yet I'll get flashbacks. Why? Is there some kind of logic behind this?
No, I had long gotten over that issue eversince poly started. When I stepped into poly, I could really understand the phrase which goes, "There's tons of fishes in the water."
I was just wondering, doing some reflection for the day as it was Maths lesson. And I could not do almost everything 'cause I've forgotten the things that I've studied. Then, the thoughts "grew" to this topic. Uh huh, I always think too much.
Moving on.
I really feel like dying right now. I've been sick for the past few days, since Monday if I'm not wrong. So almost a week sick but no improvement. Okay fine, maybe it's because I didn't go to the doctor. Buttttttt, I've been drinking lotsa lotsa water. So the least is that my throat should show signs of recovery. But, noooo.
Instead, I feel worse than ever. My throat hurting realll baddddd. I feel like dissecting myself then cut out my throat so that the pain would go away. I've been drinking soo much of water and have been going to the toilet so frequently. I've even resisted chocolates. What more????
This is torture. But this is not the only thing. To add on the torture, I'm having dry cough. Dry cough, sore throat. And only today, I've been feeling abit breathless. Okay, maybe it's much more abit from what I expected.
I don't want to miss school I just don't want to.
I've a few things to update about. But I'll just leave this post first. I should be sleeping by right.
Goodnight. Much loves.
You're beyond my league. There's no way I'm gonna get there. Not even that close. So I'll just admire you from here ok?
It's amazing. Just as O Levels end, I chose not to remember all those things that I've been studying. I really forgot them totally, till this day. And in class now especially during Maths and Science, I'm like a lost sheep lah. I seriously forgot everything, e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g.
Amazing right? But it left me pondering.
How could I forgot all the things that I've studied for the past few months just like that simply because I chose to not remember them. And not have flashbacks. But when it comes to relationship(s), I choose not to remember them yet I'll get flashbacks. Why? Is there some kind of logic behind this?
No, I had long gotten over that issue eversince poly started. When I stepped into poly, I could really understand the phrase which goes, "There's tons of fishes in the water."
I was just wondering, doing some reflection for the day as it was Maths lesson. And I could not do almost everything 'cause I've forgotten the things that I've studied. Then, the thoughts "grew" to this topic. Uh huh, I always think too much.
Moving on.
I really feel like dying right now. I've been sick for the past few days, since Monday if I'm not wrong. So almost a week sick but no improvement. Okay fine, maybe it's because I didn't go to the doctor. Buttttttt, I've been drinking lotsa lotsa water. So the least is that my throat should show signs of recovery. But, noooo.
Instead, I feel worse than ever. My throat hurting realll baddddd. I feel like dissecting myself then cut out my throat so that the pain would go away. I've been drinking soo much of water and have been going to the toilet so frequently. I've even resisted chocolates. What more????
This is torture. But this is not the only thing. To add on the torture, I'm having dry cough. Dry cough, sore throat. And only today, I've been feeling abit breathless. Okay, maybe it's much more abit from what I expected.
I don't want to miss school I just don't want to.
I've a few things to update about. But I'll just leave this post first. I should be sleeping by right.
Goodnight. Much loves.
You're beyond my league. There's no way I'm gonna get there. Not even that close. So I'll just admire you from here ok?