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03 May 2010 23:22

May I Be A Better Person

I think practice today was okay. Did stretches that I've never did back in Secondary school's tarian. Sakit, my thighs. I don't know how to explain and won't bother to do so. :)

I think I got a tight slap from reality today by my lovely friend, Maziah. I love her. Thanks for deciphering what things really meant for me.

You know, I was talking to Liy the other time. Talking about guys, the type that we like to be specific. I said I like jockeys. But Liy said... Jockeys are jerks. Hmm. I've got two life proofs already. Anymore wants to prove her right? :)

Howeverrrrrr, I still think I'm at crossroads. Apart of me says that it's too soon for me to judge and the other says... "Go fuck off. Note to self: non-existent."

So which? I shall let time tell. For now, I'll just not bother 'cause it'd make life better.

Yknow, I don't like it that people are telling me to smile smile smile, just because I encountered this thingy going on. It makes me think that you look down on me. And when I'm smiling, I'm really smiling. It's not a fake smile. I won't give fake smiles unnecessary unless otherwise. If I'm really down, I won't even bother to smile.

Oh oh oh, I've received my first A! For Science, the one on "Magnetism". Alhamdullilah! I'm really thankful. But I must get more As. Anyhoos, there's a downside to this. I also received my first D, for Maths. -.- Pathetic much. Tsk.

Must really buck up in Maths. Focus baby, focussssss.

I think I enjoy mixing with people who are older than me. Simply because they're more experienced, more mature and more wise. I like wise people. *twiddles thumbs* Yah.

It's May right now. I just wanna be a better person. I wanna be a good girl. Not that I'm not one. (I am what. Hehe. Only teeny weeny bit mischievous and bitchy at times. HAHA!) But I just wanna be a better person.

I'd leave this world in peace if I've learned alot of things and be wise. And ofcourse do my duty as a daughter, a Muslim, a sister, a friend, a girlfriend(insyaAllah), a wife(insyaAllah), a neighbour and the list goes on.... HAHAHHA.

Okay, I'm starting to sound old. Too much formality goin' on pewpow.

I should stop blogging right now. Must get my goodnight's sleep.

Oh, before I go. Today I went to school with no make up for the first time. Heh, extra info.

K, much loves. :)









Nisa, 18, Republic Poly
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