It took just one word to bring me down.

What was your intention? Haven't you had enough fun hurting me all these years?

If you consider talking like that as talking to friends, you can kindly leave from my life 'cause I don't talk to my friends, my guy friends, like that.

People like you make that word over rated.

I wish I was a boy. Just like what was learned during Cognitive this week, guys don't think alot. Unlike girls, where they would be thinking about something almost every moment.

And it's because of that, it takes me this long to recover from the hurt.

I know you don't mean anything. You probably talk like that to all of your girl friends. But can you atleast use your brain?? I'm your past lover for goodness sake. And please, you know I really loved you. Let me emphasize on the LOVED part. Didn't you know that I used to call you that and only you and ahhh, fuck it.

My heart was pierced when my eyes scanned through that word. Did you just have to use that word?

Why is it so easy for you?

It's really frustrating how things are so easy for you.

It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts. Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you.

Why did you make me fall for you so hard? What made me fall for you so hard?

I don't know. Usually when I blog, I'd be feeling better. But it's not helping this time.

I guess I'll just have to bare with it.

Broken by Sezairi Sezali on repeat.

Bye.

Secretly, I hope you're feeling like the lyrics of the song Broken by Sezairi Sezali.