It's been awhile huh.
So my YOG break is officially over. But school's not gonna start anytime sooner. I'll be having my UT3 on the week of Hari Raya. Yes, that Monday to Thursday (where Friday is Hari Raya) and the one last "paper" on the Monday after raya. What a bummer right? Yeah, I know.
So anyway, I've been really busy running errands with Mom, or for Mom or with my bro. other days I'd stay at home and as per usual, become a housewife. Hahah. Yes, story of my life. But sometimes I think I'd rather stay at than to go out. Especially during this fasting month.
Basically, I've revised almost zilch for my UT3. I am so dead meat, to me. Because firstly, people around me who I'm aware of studying or talking about what they've studied are giving me pressure. This type of pressure is certainly goes good and no good for me because firstly, I'll start be really panic and start reading. That's the good part right?
Here's where the not so good part comes in. When I start to panic under this kind of pressure, I'd really p-a-n-i-c. And whatsoever that I'll read, I won't understand. When I don't understand, I keep reading and reading and reading and cracking my brain trying to understand what I'm reading and... *poof* Migraines.
Hahaha. Very pathetic. I know. I think I'm a very slow and steady kind of person whereas my mom is the fast paced kinda person. That's why we often quarrel. Hahahaha.
Speaking of migraines, lately I've been having migraines so often for no reasons. I'm kinda scared. Am. I. Going to... Die? Hah, Just joking! Drama sikit. HAHHAH.
I've yet to buy my raya stuffs. Waiting for Dad. He says he's short of cash this month. Frankly, I find it rather unreasonable because he's always at home and he lives alone. The thing that I'm aware of he needs to pay for is my lappy, his bills- utilities, phone, his food transportation, entertainment, monthly custody fund (is that what you call it? haaaah!) and what else? Hmm.
Let me just put it this way, I've got no mood to celebrate Raya this year, frankly. All because of... this. I doubt anyone would understand me. Okay, maybe some of my girlfriends.
But I'd really love to go out with the Sec 4 Exp Malay people. Really miss those bunch of people. Especially the girls. :)
And I'd also really like to go raya with E25H since we're no more longer as a class. (Gosh, I sound so pessimistic. :/)
Okay, I shall turn in now. Much love.
(Wow, really missed blogging. :) )
So my YOG break is officially over. But school's not gonna start anytime sooner. I'll be having my UT3 on the week of Hari Raya. Yes, that Monday to Thursday (where Friday is Hari Raya) and the one last "paper" on the Monday after raya. What a bummer right? Yeah, I know.
So anyway, I've been really busy running errands with Mom, or for Mom or with my bro. other days I'd stay at home and as per usual, become a housewife. Hahah. Yes, story of my life. But sometimes I think I'd rather stay at than to go out. Especially during this fasting month.
Basically, I've revised almost zilch for my UT3. I am so dead meat, to me. Because firstly, people around me who I'm aware of studying or talking about what they've studied are giving me pressure. This type of pressure is certainly goes good and no good for me because firstly, I'll start be really panic and start reading. That's the good part right?
Here's where the not so good part comes in. When I start to panic under this kind of pressure, I'd really p-a-n-i-c. And whatsoever that I'll read, I won't understand. When I don't understand, I keep reading and reading and reading and cracking my brain trying to understand what I'm reading and... *poof* Migraines.
Hahaha. Very pathetic. I know. I think I'm a very slow and steady kind of person whereas my mom is the fast paced kinda person. That's why we often quarrel. Hahahaha.
Speaking of migraines, lately I've been having migraines so often for no reasons. I'm kinda scared. Am. I. Going to... Die? Hah, Just joking! Drama sikit. HAHHAH.
I've yet to buy my raya stuffs. Waiting for Dad. He says he's short of cash this month. Frankly, I find it rather unreasonable because he's always at home and he lives alone. The thing that I'm aware of he needs to pay for is my lappy, his bills- utilities, phone, his food transportation, entertainment, monthly custody fund (is that what you call it? haaaah!) and what else? Hmm.
Let me just put it this way, I've got no mood to celebrate Raya this year, frankly. All because of... this. I doubt anyone would understand me. Okay, maybe some of my girlfriends.
But I'd really love to go out with the Sec 4 Exp Malay people. Really miss those bunch of people. Especially the girls. :)
And I'd also really like to go raya with E25H since we're no more longer as a class. (Gosh, I sound so pessimistic. :/)
Okay, I shall turn in now. Much love.
(Wow, really missed blogging. :) )