It's Ramadhan already. :) My first day of fasting was okay I guess. The day started rough but I think it turned out fine. And I am very thankful to have such a good neighbour; Noora's family. I can't thank them much.

So anyways, I think it's kinda interesting that after breaking my fast, that is just drinking a sip of green tea, I felt full. HAHAHHA. Really, weird right? HAHA, I know.

I think I don't really like popular guys. I don't like guys that have lots of admirers. Why? Because there's too many eyes on him.

Anyway, I really think I believe in the quote "Anything that doesn't kill you, makes you stronger."

And in fact, I think that anything that hurts me, would make me stronger. Especially recently. I got to find out something recently. I'm confuse about how I should react. Uncertain whether I should be happy for that certain someone or mad 'cause that person has it so easily. But I am very certain that I didn't feel grievous due to a replacement or whatever you call that, nothing of that sort.

It doesn't bothers me that that person is leading his/her life like that. In fact it just makes me wanna prove that I don't need to lead a life like that person to be happy. And all the more I wanna come up as more well to do and independent.

I think one year is kinda short for me. To hell if anyone thinks that one year is way too long. I don't think it's way too long. When it's not the time, it's just not. No use forcing things that won't fit. In this case, no use forcing things to fall at a certain timing when it's not the right timing.

I'm happy that I have friends around me who'd be there for me and who had been there for me. I'm thankful for them. No matter the distance, these people will always have a special place in my heart. And trust me, not many can get to that position. Well atleast not now. I think I used to let people in too easily.