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17 October 2010 00:45

Hi, I'm Wishing and Praying Things will Turn Out Well Soon

I don't know what I should do, what I should say or what I should feel anymore.

I'm lost. I'm in a mess. bring me back to 15 April 2010, please?

I wonder, by the end of the month, where will I be? What would life be like?

I need Him, The Almighty. I've strayed from him for too long.

My mom told me that if your life's in a mess, He's testing you. He's testing you because He wants you to remember Him. Hmmm.

I need to find my inner peace. I need to find reasons to whatever that's happening in my life. I need to stop talking and start doing. :(

Idk why, I think I miss Dad. I miss the Dad I had when I was a lil girl. Dad, please change and be a father. Despite all the things I feel or say, you're still my dad and I love you. Maybe at the back of my head, there's this thought that if I had dad around, I don't need any other guy. I don't know. My mind's really hard to understand. So I don't expect to understand it. *shrugs*

Okay, good night people. :)









Nisa, 18, Republic Poly
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