I've left this blog unattended for a reason. I never said I'd stop blogging, have I?

So many things inside my brain that I wish to write down but I can't seem to point one to talk about first. Haha.

It's been months, hasn't it? Four, or more... Yeah. Feels like a year though. Haha!

Let's talk about school first. So I'm a Year 2 student now. All praises to Allah that I managed to make it through to Year 2. By right, I wouldn't be able to make it through to year 2. Really. With the amount of absence I had last semester, trust me, I shouldn't be in Year 2 by right. But that has passed so Alhamdullillah, I'm in Year 2! ^.^

It's just a week of Year 2. New classmates. I've got a feeling these bunch of people are gonna be nice people. Competitive though. 'Cause there's a couple of smart ones in my class. But I hope they're gonna be nice. <3

I was announced that there'd be a project for this semester on e the first day of school itself. Yeah, right. It just, JUST, had to be on the first day of school, right? Haha.

Anyways, for the past 4 months or more that I've stopped blogging, so many things have been going on. Well, atleast, in the inside of me.

I'm still picking up the pieces in my life. Trying my best not to repeat the mistakes I've made through out my life and ofcourse, picking myself up from the fall. I'm still mending things in my life.

I'd be lying to say that I've gotten over the incident as a whole already. It still affects me on some rare occasions. It still hurts once in a while. I still miss those times once in a while. But I'm doing better than I used to.

I didn't expect it to affect me that bad. Maybe it's a whole different environment now that I experienced that but anyways... Bet you don't understand what I'm saying right? Haha!

Anyway, I feel that I've become a different person. Like somehow, that person I used to be was destroyed. I used to be... 'muchier'. Yeah.

Frankly, I barely know myself now. Feels like I've lost myself in the midst of that whole thing. Amazing right how one person have the ability to destroy another's self? Moving on...

There's still so much that I want to talk about. But I can't seem to remember. It's all in a mess. Haha. Perhaps I'd blog about it again, soon I hope? :)

I really missed blogging. :)