Since it's Tuesday, 17th May already, I'll be talking about yesterday which was Monday.

Yesterday was draining. No idea why. It was Health Promotion. Pretty much didn't pay attention in class. It was one of the days where you went to school and came home, thinking, what the hell did I actually do in school? Haha, yeah.

I've not been feeling that well of recent. Throat's hurting so badly. It feels like a knife in it. Runny nose too. I think it's because of the warm weather? Anyway, needa drink up if you don't wish to fall ill like me! Hehe.

So after class, I had TRCC's Dialogue session, an hour long. If you guys don't know, TRCC is that building beside Republic Poly, where a lot of performances are done there.

Anyway, I was gonna talk about this. I've took up an ig, Guitar Ensemble, mainly because I've been wanting to learn how to play the guitar so badly since I was...14? Yeah. So, that explains it. Just had the first practise, on basic music theory. So I've yet to get my hands on a guitar. Heh.

Side tracked abit. I was talking about the dialogue session, didn't I? So anyway, at the end of it, there was this performance, a collaborated performance consisting of the dance IGs in RP and Wushu. While watching the performance, I felt this unexplainable feeling. Hmm, nostalgic, perhaps? But perhaps 'nostalgic' is a word under-described. Hmm.

I really miss being a performer. A dancer. I really miss it. To me, what it feels like to be performing on stage, dancing... is like freedom. Your hands, legs, body moves to the music, the lights on the stage shining down on you, the audio that you hear on the stage itself (it's a different feel than when you're an audience), the costume, and the best part is that joy you feel inside you that goes right up to your face, carving a smile naturally. Even when initially you're faking the smile, knowing that you're entertaining an audience, the smile comes naturally. That's how I feel during performances. It's a little melodramatic to some but it's really what I feel whenever I perform. I really miss performing as a dancer.

But, there are reasons why I'm not continuing with dance. I've mentioned before that I've this thirst of knowledge of recent. It makes me want to try new things. I've been in dance for more than 5 years of my life. And considering the fact that teenage life is one of the free-iest moments I have left, I think it's best to make full use of the time to try something new. I've been too comfortable, perhaps?

Perhaps, if God's will, I might continue dancing in the future. But I hope when the time comes, it wouldn't be too late? I hope my body won't get... "rusty"? Hahahah! What a word to describe! Haha :D

I've talked about my well being of recent, my ig and about the performance. I'm pretty much done with this post.

Oh yes, almost slipped my mind. UT's starting next week! Gosh, time flies so quickly. I'm turning 18 in less than a month. Oh dear, so old. HAHAHHA. Kiddingggg. But I shall spend the rest of my 17 years old days meaningfully. Hehe.