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25 May 2011 18:56

Questions running through my head

Did I disappoint you? I didn't upset you, did I? Or am I just over-thinking?

Why is it that my thoughts of recent is filled with.....

Why do I feel this?

Why do memories seems more vivid?

Why do I still compare them to you?

Why do I miss seeing your smile?

Is it only right that I feel this guilty?

But who am I to you?

I am overthinking, aren't I?

It doesn't matter to you anymore, does it?

Why do I even feel guilty?

Why do I regret.........

Why am I even thinking of these things?

It probably doesn't matter to you, does it?

I'm over thinking, aren't I?

If you're no more longer special to me, why did I anticipate for that date? If you're no longer special to me, why did I wrote that post on my tumblr, on that date, at 5 in the morning? If you're not special to me anymore, why would I dedicate that tweet? If you're not special to me anymore, why do I still post that here? If you're not special to me anymore, why do I still bother?

Why are you still special to me? Why do I still bother about your emotions? Why does my mind think in this way? Why am I such a fool?









Nisa, 18, Republic Poly
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