Lying down, this song, Don't Wanna Try by Frankie J playing...
It makes me wonder, up till now, how can a person who made you felt top of the world treat you this bad. I'm still in disbelief. The words said... Flashbacks of how things were at the last moments.
How one person to make you laugh and smile.... How much that person changed so drastically in such a short time and so much.
Never had I imagine you could turn out this mean. Never did I imagine you'd treat me like that.
You hurt me so much, A. It's beyond words. How could you, someone so dear to me, turn out a total stranger and so cruel?
Makes me wonder if you ever realize how you treated me. Makes me wonder if you ever even spent a while, sitting, reminiscing of the things you said and felt sorry for the things you've said and done? And for once not blame on me and actually think that you're in the wrong and feel guilty? Have you ever even, for once...?